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Here I sit again thinking of all the broken promises I’ve made to myself again.  Knowing that I’m the one making the choices, and here lately the have not been good.  I just feel everything is out of control!!! My house is a total wreck, laundry piled to the ceiling, no groceries in the fridge.   Just total unorganization, poor planning.  Out of balance!!  Well, when it gets this way, my exercise motivation goes down the drain.  I still do pretty well on my eating though, but still haven’t lost any weight yet, because I’m a night eater, and that’s my choice to, and that’s stopping tonight.  Anyway, Sat. I have help coming in to help me get my house in order!!!! :)  (hubby’s not much help with that)  Which is going to help tremendously!!  I’m also getting ready to start a day job with the same company!!  :)  I’m so excited!!!  I’ll work Mon. - Fri. and have the weekends and holidays off!!!  :)  I think that will help a lot too!  But it won’t be until around July, but that’s ok.  So, anyway, I’ll get my house taken care of Sat.  grocery shopping Sun.  Mon.  back to the gym!!!!!   So then, I will keep the house maintained (with the help of my kids)  LOL Have a set day for the grocery store, do a couple loads of laundry a day, go to the gym, and go to work at 3.  I know I can do this, it’s life, it just got the best of me.  But I coming back!!!!!